I know I'm a mess.
I know ; that sometimes I have no idea what I'm doing with my life and that I often wander aimlessly.
I'm fully aware that I still haven't gotten everything together and sometimes it bothers me Scared.
But somehow it doesn't scare you. Because no matter how helpless I am, you always have faith in me.
Even if I doubt myself, you never do.
Even if I can't see a way out of my mess, you always believe I will find one and thanks to your support, I always manage to make things right.
I know; that sometimes I can be hard to take.
I know I don't always listen and no matter how many times you warn me about something or someone, I kind of don't take your advice .
But despite everything, you never come up with an “I told you so” towards me.
Instead, you always offer me your shoulder to cry on and never tire of my drama.
Despite all the downsides of my personality, you stay with me and love me just the way I am.
You overlook my flaws, you don't see me through my flaws and you never rub my bad decisions in my face.
Somehow you always find the good in everything and also in me.
I know I don't know what I did to deserve this and I know I don't tell you this often enough, but I am thankful in this life to have someone like you to take care of me.
You never gave up on me.
No matter how hard I tried to push you away, no matter how deep the hole I fell into, you stayed, even when everyone else left me.
You stayed by my side and never even thought about leaving.
You never allowed me to stay down.
You allowed me to fall because that's part of life, but you never allowed me to stay down. p>
Thanks to you, I've always seen that the strongest people are not the ones who never fall, but the ones who manage to get up after falling.
You helped me to learn a lesson from all the things that have happened to me.
And every failure has turned out to be a good thing, but only because you taught me to look at things from a different perspective.
You already knew me always see through it.
No matter how loud I laughed or how happy I seemed, you never let my laugh fool you.
Somehow you knew you whenever I faked it and you never let me get away with it.
I remember your ”stop that shit” up, I know that you are not well”.
You made me realize that I was going through a difficult time trying to convince myself that I was fine.
And when I collapsed in front of you, you didn't just leave me broken.
You helped me patch my broken parts back together.
Thanks to you, I have me never felt lonely.
No matter what situation I found myself in, I always knew I could count on you.
You were always there for me, you never left me alone on my darkest days, never are left when I needed you and never gave up on me even though I deserved it sometimes.
I want to thank you with this letter. I want for knowing that I appreciate everything you have done, are doing and will do for me in the future.
I know that you will always be there for me because you have shown me in countless situations that you will never leave me and have no intention of giving up on me.
You proved to me that no matter how tough things get, you will never turn your back on me.
I wish more people like you gave up this earth.
I wish every person had the opportunity to have someone in their life as kind and amazing as you.
< p>Because you are a true blessing and I have no idea what I have done to deserve you, but I know I have you.
Dear Beast, thank you for taking my hand on my darkest days, thank you for making my happy days even happier and thank you for being my rock.
The girl, the would be lost without you