You've never slept with anyone else, I'll admit that. But you never seem to understand that there are other ways to be faithful than just keeping him in your pants.
Being faithful means more than just keeping your paws to yourself, more than just sleeping with one person or just kissing that one person.
You have your flirtatious demeanor that went too far , never put an end to it. How many girls approached you in the bar while I was sitting right next to you; and you didn't say anything?
You didn't even tell them you were in a relationship. You didn't even dump her. I assume you were addicted to the confidence they gave you.You were always turned on by the feeling of being attracted to someone else.
You never deleted your Tinder account. “Babe you know ;t that you're the only one for me, you know I don't need that.” But guess what, asshole, I never knew that.
It felt like you held me as a safety net, as a booty call on speed dial while you looked for someone better. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough, it made me feel like you weren't happy in our relationship.
And all the times you meet your ex are you? You never told me, but it hurt a lot more to hear it from someone else. “Babe, I knew you would be upset.” Babe, you didn't know anything.
Being loyal means knowing what hurts your significant other, what he perceives as disloyal. Lying is one of those things. I'd rather be hurt by the truth than by lies.
You see, I trusted you even though everything you did told me I shouldn't. But I did.
I never checked your emails, I never got mad when you chatted with other girls, I never got mad when you chatted with me left alone for a guys night out. Not even because I trusted you.
But I was hurt.
Do you have any idea how many times I found other girls' numbers in your pockets? You didn't even bother to throw them away.
”Babe, I never cheated on you. You know I love you.”
You never cheated on me, but you came too close. You were constantly seeking attention, constantly flirting with people and constantly making me feel like I wasn't good enough.
You kept me in dreams ;back because I knew you didn't love me enough to break your fuckboy behavior.I knew you didn't love me enough to make me the only woman in your life. What was the point of our relationship?
“Babe, come on. You are overdramatic. “
Babe I'm sick of feeling like the second option, I'm done feeling like a meaningless nothing.
< p>I want someone whose love for me will be greater than the desire to be with any other person in the world. I want someone who is willing to fully commit to our relationship and who won't do anything to screw it up.
I want someone who is faithful, and that someone is not you.