I would have been worth it.
I swear to god I would have been worth fighting for if you hadn't been stupid enough to let me go.
You got it let go of the only woman who has ever genuinely loved you.
And I'm not talking about that ordinary love a woman can have for a man.
I'm talking about a love that comes only once in a lifetime. Of an unconditional, selfless, genuine, unwavering, timeless love.
You only get one chance to find true love, and you missed yours.
Someday you will find someone who loves you again, but believe me, you will never find someone who loves you like I do.
Don't get me wrong. you know me best You know I don't hold grudges. I really hope you are happy.
I would be really happy if you find someone who loves you the way you are. I didn't mean to mess with you.
I just wanted to distance myself to see how strong our love is and if you were honest when you said you would love me for the rest of our lives.
I see still not how you could say over and over again that you love me when in fact you didn't.
And you really said it like a million times.
How could you look me in the eye and lie to me? You lied right to my face every day.
I know that was my mistake. I should never have put our love to the test. I was wrong to think she was strong enough to stand any test.
You made me think our connection was strong enough to withstand anything; earth. I truly believed that our love would stand the test of endurance.
Remember how we used to say, “You and me, to the end”?
Haha, now it even sounds funny.
You promised and sworn your eternal love to me for so long, but as soon as it got difficult, you gave up and left immediately.
Was it because of your male pride or because of your ego? Couldn't you just allow yourself to be vulnerable or weak in front of a woman?
I will never understand how your ego can be more important to you than the woman you love, your soulmate.
Are you afraid of what your friends would say?
Maybe you were afraid that if you showed how weak you get with the woman you love, they would make fun of you?
Well, if that's the case, then I am I'm glad you left us.
Now you can have your friends and I'll stay here and watch them stab you in the back one by one. I'm done with you.
There is nothing more important in this world than love, and you, my dear, will learn it the hard way.
You will eventually understand when you are all alone . When all your fake friends have let you down. When your precious ego is destroyed.
You will see that I was right to call you an idiot in this letter. Then you will admit it yourself. Only an idiot would have given up on our love and us.
Only an idiot would not have fought for our happy ending. You turned our little love story into my worst nightmare.
I have to admit that I didn't feel well for a while. My god, I was at the end of my rope. But now I'm back.
I'm fine again and ready for some new challenges in life. I've been through major depression.
It was so hard to accept that the man I loved more than myself and anyone else before wouldn't even try to make up for our love ;mug, for me.
However, I realized that I had to pull myself together.
I had to accept everything that had happened and accept it as a big one Consider the life lesson that God sent me to warn me that you are not being honest about your feelings and that you do not love me as much as I have loved you.
I know I was worth fighting for.