To my ex: That's why I blocked you

I don't want you to come into my life when it suits you and screw it up .

I'm in a good position now. I've finally found peace and I don't want you messing with it.

You've taken me on a fair enough number of roller coaster rides already. I don't need any more.

I blocked you because I want to let you know that I can't be reached anymore.

I won't come right away if you give me a drunk message late at night.

I will not be stunned because you remembered my existence. I don't want to be that girl anymore.

I won't be a doormat for you to step on.

I don't want you to have a glimpse of my life.

I don’t want to think about what to post or not to post on my social media, for fear that you will see it.

I don’t want you to feel like I am sending you any hidden messages through the posts I post.

I don't want you to know where I am and with whom. I don't want you to know anything about me.

You lost the right to do so when you took an exit road out of my life.

I don't want to know what's going on in your life.

I don't want to see the new girl you're dating. I don't need to see where you've been and what you're doing now.

You've become my past of your own volition, and it's best if I leave you there leave.

There's no point in keeping an eye on each other. That's not how you let anyone go.

I don't want to be tempted to look at you.

H¨ If I didn’t block you, there would be times when I would scour your social media accounts for goodness knows; what would search.

In these moments I would get nostalgic or I would just be curious. I really can't say what, but I know it wouldn't do me any good.

I needed to remember who I was before you came into my came alive.

I forgot the girl. I forgot her smile. I've forgotten what happiness looks like.

Intentionally or unintentionally, you took away the parts of me that I treasured most.

You blew away my self-esteem. taken hl. You took away my inner peace.

You took my happiness away. It's time I took her back.

It's time I hit the reset button on my life and find myself again, and I can't do that if you popping up in my news feed all the time.

I need to make peace with the fact that you will never change.

You will always be the way you are. You will never appreciate me.

You will always take me for granted. You will always trample on me.

I don't want to give you access to my life anymore. I won't let you in and out of my life over and over again.

I won't let you hurt me again. I'm sick of it.

I blocked you because I don't need strangers in my life.

I never knew you, although I used to be so interested in you. You were never honest about anything.

You said you would never do anything to hurt me, but you stabbed me from behind. You brought me tears and pain.

You didn't care how I felt, what your actions did to me and I don't need someone like that in my life.

You are no longer someone I am familiar with and very close to. You're nothing more than a complete stranger now.

I blocked you because deep down I know I don't need you anymore.< /strong>