I know not how long I hated you, how long I wanted to destroy you like you destroyed me.
But I'm finally over it, I'm finally over it ;over you.
So I'll take this chance to thank you. Thank you for being the hardest lesson I've ever learned.
Thank you for treating me like this.
Thank you for never supporting me, for making me feel like I wasn't good enough. Because, you know, now I know my worth.
Now I know; me that i deserve to be loved, i deserve to be cherished and adored.
I deserve someone who will be with me for the rest of their life just because he wants it.
I deserve someone who will see me for who I really am and still love me.
It took me two years with you to realize that I'm perfect just the way I am.
That I don't have to change for anyone.
Thank you for not loving me. The hardest thing I ever did was ask you to love me.
I tried so hard to be perfect for you.
I tried so hard to be something I wasn't hoping that maybe then you would love me.
If I tried just a little bit harder maybe I'd be good enough for you. But I never was.
And when you left, I didn't know who I was anymore.
So thanks for tearing me to pieces because I had the chance to rebuild myself.
I had the chance to love every single piece of myself and patch it back the way I wanted.
Thank you for cheating on me. More than once.
Because now I know that it wasn't my fault for not being good enough.
Now I know; me that you never cared about me, you only ever made sure to have someone to boost your ego. And do you know what the saddest thing is?
I was ready to be your lifelong ego booster, I was ready to forgive you for cheating. Now white I’s better.
Now white I know what true love looks like, I know what commitment looks like.
Now white; I know what we had was just a one-way relationship.
Thank you for leaving me when I needed you most.
Because I now know how to take care of myself.
Now I know me how to love myself like you never did.
Now white me that I wasn't the one who couldn't be loved, you were the one who couldn't love.
So thank you for leaving me because it saved my life. It gave me a new chance to live.
It gave me a fresh start with a new, better and stronger me.
A me that loves itself , a me that doesn't need a man to feel loved.
Thank you for leaving me because I can finally look back and see how much I've changed.
To see this hurt little girl who grew into this amazing and strong woman.
A woman who is no longer ashamed of being in a toxic relationship.
A woman who is no longer blaming herself for giving you everything what she had.
Because now I know it was never my fault.
Now I know; me that you were a lesson I had to learn to learn to love myself to see what true love really is.
What we had was never love. It was just another story about toxic love, but this one has a happy ending.
See, you may have broken me, but I'm still standing.
I'm still breathing and my heart is still beating. I still love, but this time myself.
