It feels like hell hurts, but you have to admit that it is always better to be hurt by the truth than to be comforted with lies.
Because sooner or later the truth will be revealed come out, and if it comes out later it will hurt a lot more than if it comes out earlier. And the truth is:
It's actually not that complicated. If he wanted to be with you, he would be.
I know it's a lot easier to think it's just complicated.
I know it hurts a little less to blame it on the timing, blame it on something else just so you don't have to blame it on him.
That's why you waited so long.
That's why hope never left your side and why you convinced yourself that one day it just wouldn't be complicated and it would be worth the wait.
And that's exactly how you broke yourself piece by piece. Because it would never stop being complicated with him.
There are many ways this can go.
He canö Could be an asshole just using you to make someone jealous, or maybe he's just a toxic man who needs someone to project his insecurities onto.
Maybe you just were an extra to pass the time.
The worst thing would be if he was a good guy that you had to let go.
He could be the person who makes you feel good but doesn't feel the same way about you.
Or he could like you but still think that you are not the right one.
He might be with you if it weren't for that other person.
But no matter what the scenario is; if he wanted you, he wouldn't have to think about it, and if he really wanted to be with you, he would instinctively choose you.
And since you think it's complicated while it seems like he has no intention of choosing for you, you may have to face the ugly truth:< /p>
It's actually not that complicated. If he wanted to be with you, he would be.
It's time to stop making excuses for him and justify his actions.
Think about yourself for a second and how you act. Is it really that complicated in your life?
If you wanted someone, would you make excuses or fight for them?
You would; You won't let someone you want in your life think they're not your priority, or that you wouldn't let anything get in your way, and there's nothing stopping them from doing the same .
Except for his lack of will, of course.
There are two ways you can let it go, and whichever you choose, your heart will be broken either way.
But the silver lining is that you can choose to have your heart broken just once instead of having it broken over and over again.
You will continue to break your heart justifying his actions.
You keep breaking your heart when you choose a man who probably won't choose you.
It breaks your heart waiting for the one you're almost certain will never come to you the way you want.
But you only break your heart once when you choose to be honest with yourself.
You only break your heart once when you don't want to fool anymore.
You only break yourself once when you make yourself a priority.
Break your heart this once and move on after you have accepted:
It's not that complicated. If he wanted to be with you, he would be.
