They say when things aren't going right in life, go left.
But I don't want to go left go, I don't want to move away from you, I want to move with you in this life.
I want you and I have wanted you for a long time. And I want us to finally be serious about our future and life.
I don't want to be stuck in the same place my whole life and I don't want to be one of those people who not moving anywhere.
I know we are capable of so much more, I'm just not sure why we aren't.
We could be so much more and we could going to places, but something has been keeping us in the same place for a long time. I don’t like it.
I am adventurous and I want to look back on my life because I know I made the best of it.
I want few or no regrets. And knowing that I stayed in a relationship that went nowhere for too long is something I will regret at some point in my life.
You see, this is something I cannot allow.
I hate labels and I hate making promises, but the truth is, now I need both.
I need to know that we are not just an irrelevant stopover in each other's lives and I need to know that we both want the same thing.
I don't want to be the victim of an almost relationship or the woman who was hoping to get something from a man who was just fooling around. No.
I will not willingly waste my time, effort or myself on something that has no future at all. I want it all or nothing.
Sometimes things in life don't have to be too complicated.
If you want to be with me, be with me But only with me.
Be with me and don't play games. No other options, no other girls, no fooling around. If we do it, we do it right.
Because if we don't do it right, what's the point?
Don't make me ask what we are. After all this time, I think we both deserve more than being stuck in a nameless relationship and wondering what we mean to each other.
< p>I'm not afraid to tell you that I want you. I want everything about you and I just want you with me in this relationship.
So if you're not willing to do the same, if our desires don't overlap, don't waste our time wasting each other.
Let's not create any illusion that we have a future together or that we're going somewhere.
Let's not keep hoping that we are more , than we actually are. Just be true to me—at least I make that much.
And if you don't want me as much as I want you, just say so. Say you're letting me go.
Say I can move on and that you're not ready to commit yet.
I will understand. It will hurt and destroy all my hopes and dreams I had for both of us, but I won't make you commit to me.
I don't want that. That's not how it should be between two people.
No one should force anyone to do anything. I don't want to force you to commit to me either.
But don't expect me to stay by your side like this naive girl who is It's absolutely right to get crumbs of your love. That's not me and that never was me.
I know I deserve all the love, the whole package, and me I know I'm ready for serious things in my life.
I'm ready to move from where I am because I feel like I've grown enough. If not, that's fine.
But I don't have to sit back and wait for you if you don't show me you're ready to move.
< strong>It took me a while to gather my courage and face my fears.
I want to move in life and it can be with or without you be.
When we are something, we define ourselves. And let's set goals, let's build a future together and be there for each other.
If not, I'm done, I'll move on without you, giving up this notion that we're more than just “something” could be.
You know, giving up doesn't always mean you're weak; sometimes it just means you're strong enough and smart enough to let go and grow.
And I finally realized that.
