If I ever leave you, I want you to know that it was you.
You never had me madly like I loved you.
You never acknowledged me for all the good things I've done for you. You never made me feel worthy.
You never made me feel good enough.< /em>
The fact is that I still love you, but I don't think I can go on living like this. Don't you see that I long for love?
Can't you see that I'm looking at the couples hugging in the street and imagining how nice it would be if you did that to me?
Can't you see that I'm suffering?
Well, I know; really not why you say you love me and then treat me like dirt. Why all this?
Maybe you're confused and don't know what you want to do with your life, but honey, that's not my problem.
You have to pull yourself together if you want to stay with me . You'll have to put in some effort to make this work.
I can't be the only one trying. I feel like I'm always craving things that you can't provide me.
I feel like no matter how good i am will never be good enough for you.
And no matter how much I trust you, you will never trust me as much.
I guess I'm not a priority for you and I don't want to feel that way for you. cuz it sucks.
When I love, I love to the limit and I want the other side to feel the same.
I don't want a fast -Relationship because I don't deserve this. Actually nobody deserves that. We all deserve someone who will be sincere from the start.
If you love someone, that's great, but if you don't, then it's time to let them go so they can be someone else's perfect match.
< p>So before I say goodbye to you, I just want you to know that it wasn't an easy decision for me.
I hesitated for a long time to let you go and walk away, but now I see that it was the best decision I could have made. And I think I've done you a favour.
I think once you see what it's like to live without me, you'll finally understand that on no woman should treat the way you treated me.
So I expect that you will mend your ways and treat every woman that comes into your life as she deserves .
I have to turn my back on you and if I leave I will never look back.
Because I know that If I ever look back, I'll come right back to you.
Your scent in the air will draw me back to you and I won't be able to resist.
Your charming smile, with which you always won me back, will pull me under your spell again.
Your hands on my waist will make me your prisoner forever.
So I just want to go and never look back. I want to leave the past where it belongs and I want to do it now.
I have come to realize that we are toxic to each other and that we will never make it, a healthy relationship build.
There is no salvation for our love. I guess we need to find our salvation in other people and just learn from our experiences.
You will need to learn , that you must not play with a woman's feelings, and I will learn not to immediately trust every man that comes into my life.
Next time I will take it slow because I don't want to get hurt again.
Maybe one day I'll meet you on the street. You won't say anything and I'll keep quiet too.
We'll be with any new people and be quiet about them. Only you and I will know our secret.
Only we will know that we used to be of one heart and soul. And we'll just bow our heads and walk away like we never knew each other.
But your scent in the air will remind me that you were the coward that gave up on me.
And for the first time in my life I will be glad to have let go of you!