I've already wasted 2 years, 25 days, 2 hours and 12 minutes deciphering your mixed signals and I won't waste another second waste. I will not wait for a miracle.
I will not spend my life hoping for something that will never be. I'm going to put an end to this right here and now.
I know you don't want this. I know you want me back now that I'm slipping through your fingers. I know that's because we've had situations like this before.
I've said before that I've had enough of your crap and it's over. But you managed to get under my skin every time.
You told me everything I wanted to hear and I believed you because my heart wanted to believe you .
My intuition told me you were full of lies but I wanted her to be wrong so I ignored her. Against my better judgment, I continued to have blind faith in someone so vague.
You let me get as close as you wanted with those mixed signals, and not an inch closer.
I was always somewhere in front of your heart, but you never really let me in. I, on the other hand, was yours and you knew it.
You knew how strong my feelings were and you saw that as my weakness. Instead of appreciating me and the way I treated you, you just played games.
There were days when you were totally charmed by me. I was your sun during the day and the moon guiding you through the night and then suddenly you pushed me away.
You wrote me the sweetest messages and then didn't reply to any of my messages for days.
You promised to see a movie with me that I had been telling you about for so long and then canceled at the last minute.
You said I was the most beautiful and most interesting woman in the world, then you didn't get in touch for weeks and always made up some lame excuse.
You didn't want to make anything official because you weren't ready for it, but then you introduced me to your friends .
You said you couldn’t make a decision just yet, but you also didn’t know what the future will bring.
You said you weren't ready for a serious relationship, but you couldn't bear to see me with someone else.
You were full of contradictions. You said one thing, did the other, and only god knows what you were really thinking.
You used those mixed signals. You relied on me to see only the best in you and you got away with it for a long time.
Way too long and I should have put an end to this a long time ago.
I should have remembered that I deserve love – that true, unconditional love you can't live without – and not settle for your nonsense.
I should have read the obvious message behind those mixed signals: You just don't care about me enough.
Now I finally got that message. 2 years, 25 days, 2 hours and 12 minutes later, but just in time to say a final goodbye and thank you for the lesson.
Enough is enough.
I will never waste my time with someone who gives me mixed signals ever again. Next time I will see the importance of the message.
Next time I will ignore it without a second glance.