I needed you the most when I pushed you away

I needed you the most when I pushed you away

You needed to hold me in your arms and tell me everything will be fine.

You needed me love because I don't know how to love myself.

You just had to be there to make me feel safe. Be the one that makes me stay.

You had to kiss me, sleep with me. I needed you even when I said I didn't. i just needed you Just you.

Instead I pushed you away. I was afraid of your love.

I was afraid that I couldn't make you happy. I was afraid of how much you mean to me.

You knew me better than anyone. You knew all my fears, my strengths and my flaws.

And yet every day you loved me more and more.

You knew that I would run away. You knew that. But you stayed.

When I pushed you away, you pulled me closer.

When I hated myself, you pushed me for you. r loved us both. As I cried myself to sleep, you wiped away my tears.

When my world collapsed, you helped me build a new one.

Then how could I leave? Being with you was a challenge every day.

Being with you meant facing my deepest fears and darkest memories.

Being with you meant to let someone in after such a long time. How could I go?

You made me what I am today. You taught me to stand up for myself.

You taught me that it wasn't always my fault.

You taught me how to laugh at my mistakes. You helped me just by being yourself.

For the first time, falling in love felt great. For once, crying in front of someone felt good.

For the first time in my life, I opened up to someone who felt good. How could I ever walk away again?

All I need is for you to know that I will never leave again.

I love you and I love needing you.

I love how my face grins when I look at you.

I love how my soul smiles every time vibrates when I see you—just like the first time I saw you.

I need your smile, our apartment, and our messy mornings.

I want that we sing and cook together. I need your hands around my waist and mine in your hair.

I need the way you need me.

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