You came and ruined my life.
In the end I had nothing – no one to turn to, not even myself.
Because of you, I lost myself.
You got me so entangled in your toxic spider web that I didn't even realize it.
Every time I preferred you, I lost a piece of myself.
Every time I put your needs before mine, I let myself down.
Love is caring, but what if it turns into endless giving? Where is the limit?
I was so exhausted by the end. Nothing was left of me, just; an empty shell. I didn't know who I was anymore.
After this sudden realization I thought I would never find my way back.
You never seem to have noticed that I've changed; you didn’t care.
As long as there was something for you, you only thought about yourself.
But when there was nothing left for you, everything changed. Suddenly I was useless to you and easily replaceable and I was put aside.
You made me feel worthless because I gave you my worth let determine. And that lesson came at a price.
I've learned never to let anyone determine my worth.
When you start seeing yourself through the eyes of those who don't value you, f’ ;you're afraid of doubting yourself.
You should always make sure you know your worth, even when others don't .
Unfortunately I didn't know that at the time, so I was completely broken and had no idea who I was.
I know I was once determined, happy and full of life. I was spontaneous, always open to change.
What happened to this woman? My heart got me in trouble. They say love is blind for a reason.
I still don't understand why I couldn't see your need for control. It was so naive of me to think you were the one for me.
You didn't love me at all. You used me. It hurts so much to admit, but that's the way it is.
No more lying, I'm done hiding the truth from others and most importantly myself.
All I know now is that I definitely have my back want.
I'm tired of being a victim and letting others decide my fate. It's time to start a new chapter.
I want my passion back. I want to wake up and know exactly what I have to do.
And if I can't find myself, I will reinvent myself!
I get used to leading all the things; that I once suppressed. They all make me who I am.
Suppressing them only hurts me more and prevents me from expressing my true self.
And if you are not your true self, then who are you?
I will not be tricked or defeated. I'm good enough the way I am.
No man can tell me otherwise, at least not anymore.
< strong>No one can make you feel inferior without your permission.
From now on, I'll stop saying no to myself. I stop surrounding myself with people who bring me down.
I stop doubting myself, badmouthing myself and being last.
Instead, I'm starting to be free and brave. I'm starting to pave my way to happiness. I accept everything that once bothered me.
I give myself a chance to be the woman I am meant to be. I give myself a chance to realize my full potential.
I missed the woman I used to be and she's back, only this time she knows her worth.
She knows what love really means and doesn't lose herself in the process. She doesn't have to change for anyone.
She knows what she deserves it and as soon as it comes to her she will see it.
Somewhere out there is a man who will treat her right and support her to be like her is.
A man who knows that love is about mutual appreciation, understanding and respect and who appreciates his woman for all she is. tzen knows.
And until then she has herself – a beautiful and merciful woman who loves life in spite of everything. And that's more than enough.
I've learned my lesson, and I'm grateful to finally be able to see things for what they really are.
There always will be give to someone who doesn't see your worth – just make sure that someone isn't you.