When a woman loves a man, she gives everything.
There is nothing she wouldn't do to prove her love for him. She will overcome her pride. She will be the prettiest and even the funniest. She will laugh a lot, she will bite her lip and her hands will be sweaty.
She does what she can. She is his support, best friend and lover – god knows what else. The ugly part comes when her efforts aren't reciprocated.
It gets ugly when she tries her best and even more so until she breaks down, but he doesn't answer.
The shitty thing for you will be the moment you regret your actions. As soon as she leaves you will feel on your thick skin everything she felt when she was with you.
You'll never find anyone in life who treats you the way she does.
She had that thing. She believed that the more you give to people, the more you get in return. You proved her wrong.
You were her priority and she allowed you to be at the center of her world. It was all about you and what she could do for you. She knew all your insecurities- you showed her all your demons, but still she decided to love you.
She chose the broken you to put her love in every crack of your soul. What did she get for it?
She always believed in you.
No matter how many times you fell, she was there to help you get up.
She never gave you the chance to give up your life or your dreams. She always hoped that she was the one you would choose and that's why she believed in you both too.
It was impossible for her to escape the feeling that one day you will make it. She thought you'd give her the love she deserves, but you proved it wrong.
She'll get tired.
There's a certain amount of you that you can give to people. Once you hit that limit, you become toxic to yourself and the world around you. So she will leave.
She will get tired of giving without getting anything in return. And then she will go.
At first you won't realize that you miss her.
Something may feel strange, but you won't react. Because you are so ignorant. You never paid attention to her. But soon it will hit you. And it will hit you hard.
You will soon realize what you had.
Everything will come at you at once. Everything that she did for you.
In all those moments when she put her heart in your palms, every hug, every comfort, every tear from her will hit you hard. Who will you rely on when times get tough? Who will talk to you until the sun comes up?
You will be late.
It will kill you to see that it is her doing fine without you.
While your brain will be in slow motion, everything inside her will be moving in a flash.
She will fix her life. She will begin to see her worth and she will begin to appreciate herself.
She will learn to love her unselfishly as she once loved you.
The part that will hurt you the most will be the moment she moves on with her life. She will find someone worthy of her love. She will find someone who will not kill her feelings, who will appreciate her and who will appreciate every single effort she makes for him.
And this is when the "what-if" begins.
You will have flashbacks to every single bad thing you've done. You will wonder what would happen if you had done things differently. You'll wonder where you would be if you hadn't taken her for granted.
If I were you, I would react before it was too late ;t is, because once she's gone, she won't come back.
