I didn't leave you because I stopped loving you .
I didn't do it because I met someone else or because I thought I could have something better.
I didn't do it to teach you a lesson or make you run after me.
I walked away from you because I couldn't take it anymore.
Because it was the only option I had and because it was my last try to save myself from your toxicity.
I did it because I'd had enough. Because I had hit rock bottom, and I knew that if I stayed with you just a moment longer, it would be the end for me.
That it would totally destroy me. it would be nice to stay in this relationship for just one more day.
Because I finally faced the painful truth and realized that you will never be the man I need, that my love can't change you and unfortunately, no matter how hard I tried, I can't heal you.
I did it because I saw that you and I were never really meant to be and that we could never have a future together.
That our relationship would never be healthy and that it was doomed from day one.
I left because you didn't give me a reason to stay.
I left you because I finally realized that you will never put me first, that you will never really choose me and that you will never fulfill your promises to be different.
I walked away because I was tired of chasing you. I'm tired of being the only one fighting and the only one trying.
Tired of all the arguments and tired of trying to make something of the relationship when you couldn't care less about her.
Tired of all of it second chances and all the false promises.
Tired of believing in something that obviously was never real and tired of waiting for something that will never come.
I'm tired of making excuses for treating me badly and looking for excuses for your shitty behavior.
I'm tired of lying to myself just so I can keep loving you.
Tired of being your second choice, tired of questioning your emotions, tired of you not being consistent and tired of you not giving me what I need.
I walked away from you because I had to, even though it was the hardest decision of my life.
Because I had to find a way out anyway, even though it was tearing me apart and even though it meant breaking my own heart.
I got you because staying with you would have hurt even more.
Because I couldn't face being trapped in a one-sided, loveless relationship that never had the potential to be real.
Because I finally saw that you never deserved me.
Because I finally saw my own worth and because it was time for me to stop, settle for less.
I walked away because I realized I needed someone better.
Because I realized I was a lot better off single than being in this toxic relationship and because I'm sure that I can make it without you.
I left you because I still believe that one day there will come a man who will give himself completely to me, a man who will give me all ways I should be loved and a man who will be worthy.
So please, don't try to look for me once you start the To regret the fact that you lost me.
Don't try to come back into my life once you see that no other woman will love you like I do and once you understand what you have done .
Just this once, be fair and let me go.
Let me be happy far away from you, because that's the least I deserve.
